I wanna wake up next to you, eat breakfast with you, get changed with you, play computer games with you, watch movies with you in bed, hold your hand and watch TV, send you cute texts at most unexpected and weird times, buy you gifts, nap together, wear your comfy hoodie when I'm cold, look into your eyes, be with you at sunrise and sunset, cook for you, walk in the rain with you, fall asleep next to you or whilst on the phone with you, snuggle in bed, mess up your hair, kiss you goodnight.
I just wanna BE with you
How do you feel...??
- alone
- desperate
- ready to collapse
- unhappy
- guilty
- bitter
- angry
- empty
- disappointed
- defeated
- stressed
- melancholic
- troubled
- rejected
- lonely
- torn to pieces
- worthless
- ready to tear
- betrayed
- coward
I feel JUST FINE thank you...
All the stuff I wanna tell you... All the stuff you should care to know. Do you care? For me, for us, for what we are,for what we can be. Random thoughts and random talks. I should tell stuff like this to your face, but I'm always so afraid I will displease you, bore you.
I don't blame you for hating me. I sometimes hate me too.
I'm sorry I'm not enough.
I'll try my best to be the best person near you at all times. Just cause i love you. And all i care for is for you to always have a smile on your face and a spark on your eyes. That spark that makes me wanna look into your eyes for ever.
Another night lies ahead. Another one i will spent half looking at you, quietly sleeping by me, and half dreaming of you..of us. Of our life.
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